Complicated. Or maybe not complicated. I feel unexplained, and random. There is a little mad, a little sad, a little glad. And now I feel dizzy and worried. Tough to tell. I don't wanna leave my town and make distances with them, him, and whoever. And of course I am not ready yet to start the college even the very first class is English Literature at 2:30PM. I still enjoy my lazy days. What am I thinking, me-dumb. I live in 21st century, 3rd millennium. Distances don't matter. Loneliness and individuality required. Screw the clock and the calender. Just let everything flows even it will be black or white. Stop This Train is kinda my theme song, I guess. Dammit it really emotional. I need something to be rebound on. See ya, more note from Jatinangor and college.