Forth semester. Sophomore is almost over. And I feel old already even I'm still in my 18. I spent most of the last 2 months break at home. I had a reason for that. Home till bored and work hard for the 4th semester. The last time I was home was yesterday. And yesterday, I decide to stay 157km away home for the next 24 days. Damn 24 days is a short time *convincing myself*. Bahkan temen-temen gue yang tinggal di kota lain, di propinsi lain, di pulau lain, pulang cuma tiap liburan semester, bahkan ada yang pulang tiap idul fitri. Sementara gue biasanya pulang tiap 2 minggu, dan paling lama gak pulang cuma 1 bulan. I have a reason for this. My sister have her wedding party at 22nd March. Yep, I'm not going home till then. Belajar mandiri, belajar sendiri, belajar berjuang, belajar menghargai waktu, belajar hidup, learn to survive. Dan membayangkan salah satu acara besar keluarga, seluruh keluarga datang untuk berbahagia. I wanted that feeling. Coming back home, seeing my ...