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Being Selfish

What the hell is wrong with me?! Got no passion in everything, not even a will to do responsibilities, anything that I should handle whether by myself or with others. I only do what I want, what comforts and makes me happy. No interests in class, community, friends, other people ---the last one supposes to be a good anomaly. All I think about is just me. And home. Is this all about home? Or mood? Hormone? Or maybe life isn't interesting any more.

Apa Kata Orang

Nyatanya, emang kita gak akan pernah bisa buat gak mikirin apa kata orang. Seberapa kerasnya mulut kita meyakini diri sendiri "Gua bodo amat apa kata orang" tapi pikiran kita gak bisa seharmoni dengan perkataan kita. Apalagi rohani :-) Nyatanya, peduli apa kata orang itu penting. Bisa jadi pengaruh dalam diri kita. Pengaruh negatif atau positif. Jadi, ya, mending kita kelola apa kata orang supaya bisa jadi keuntungan buat kita. Ngerasa repot ngabisin waktu buat mikirin kata orang? Coba pikir lagi, kita homo socius, loh. Makhluk sosial. Gak bisa hidup tanpa orang lain. Duh entah kenapa jelas banget bagi gue buat peduli apa kata orang. Kecuali... Kalo emang gak mau peduli apa kata orang, gak usah dengerin apa kata mereka. Sebesar apapun keinginan kita buat gak mikirin kata orang, percuma, kalo kita masih denger apa yang mereka bilang. Toh apa yang udah kita denger, yang kita tau, ya udah keterima sama telinga dan otak kita.  Apalagi, yang kita terima itu ada...

A Hundred

100 posts written. 98 p osts published. 2 posts hidden. This hundredth post not just a celebration. I wanna people know about my blog. I used to wrote real things that had happened in my life. You see, stories about Egypt and high school. Then, lately, --well I don't know for sure when it started-- I write a lot of unreal things. Not illusion. Those words just came out of nowhere. ------------ ------ - - --------- ----- I think it all started when I was in my senior year. Having packages in my shoulder brings a lot of thought. I muse a lot since then. So I convinced myself, some of my cogitation worth to wrote. If you read my post and you found it a little pathetic, depress, or pity, that's not me! It's my mind. --ok now you can judge my miserable mind. I wrote what I wanted to post in my own blog. My writings, they are a memorabilia of what happened in my life and mind. Mostly mind frankly. Oh and also inspiration! And just so you know, I don't...

Drama Lovers

People are mean. They tell bulls, fake reality, manipulate each other. People see reality. But they love drama. Not having drama in their reality, they cannot stand. ---I was right. The less I know, the better it'll be, easier my life will be, happier I will be. I shouldn't know much. Should have been cool.--- You can direct your drama, but make sure others interest to watch. Write a masterpiece drama that inspires others, not some kind like soap opera. Show an entertainment that genuinely entertains. Think, ways to make people wonder "OMFG who's the great director behinds this drama?" not "OMG. LOL. Who's the frickin' director of this friggin' drama?" ------------ ------ ------------------------ This is my reality anyhow. I won't sprinkle more drama in it. People can have their own drama with me. But I'll never make one.