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Moving Forward

Earth really rotates. Time changes as long as earth rotates. Yea, admit this.

Damn it. High school is almost over!

2days and 1 hours more to the 16th April, yep national exam.

I just had visitor. He was my old English teacher. My old school, ISC, principal. It had been about 5 or maybe 6 years ago ---I were junior high school student--- he left Cairo and got back to Indonesia. And since that time, I never meet him, until tonight. I was so excited when I met him, aaah, remember old times ._.

The best thing when I met him, I practiced my English! lol. Yep guys, after I finished my English course, I rarely spoke English. Ya when I studied at ISC, I often spoke english (during gaming on Runescape,lol) and also Arab! Hahahaha now that I live in Jakarta, study at public school, I start to forget Arabic language even though sometime my dad tries to speak Arabic with me like "mafish muskila?" (any problem?), or "istana" (wait), "yamin, syimal, wala alatul?" (right, left or straight), and any other, dammit I can't remember-___-

OK, back to tonight.

D-2 to the national exam. 4 days of national exam. 16-20 April. Then, prepare university things, then 17, then freshman. Ah screw this. I seriously wanna be forever 16 and forever high school er! No bullshit. Even high school grader is irk sometimes, with talkative teachers, bunch of homework, wake-up-in-the-early-morning, no-money, I maybe prefer high school than university. And the lovely thing about being high school grader is.............. act innocently, play like a kid, even I am 16, and still have no ID card, Idk why these sound fun to me.

Gaah, screw of thinking about all the past. They'll never return, I'll never feel the same atmosphere, and maybe the same persons I used to know I'll never feel so fun like before. Stop look back and go forward. I'll live in the comfortable atmosphere, I'll meet more good persons, and I'll make more fun, in the future.

Just, keep moving forward.

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