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I Am Not Done Yet, ?

Some people may say "It feels good to be needed" well, guess what? I respond it like "Are you seriously ready to be responsible?" I don't know why I, myself, prefer to be a part of something that doesn't give me bunch of responsibility to be a big boss with honor to reign and people who always decide "It's up to you, boss. Anything will be good in your hands" and when I fail my duty, those people choose to kick me into abyss and desperately plus annoyingly say "You shouldn't have done that. You should've do blah, blah, blah" and whatsoever. Kidding me, you guys? You were telling me that the only agreed idea is mine. Why you not, just, spirit me at least when I fall? Here it is. I got no regret for what I did, and you got regret for what I did which you who started the fire's sparks.

This is 2013. Your voice will be heard by me, and everyone. Do you really want to keep your voice in your throat, thought in your brain, brave in your heart, act in only your unseen intention? And then do you really want to regret many times for your bad? Well human, be better. Mark this line, people make mistakes. Yeah, with "s" behind. So, stop worrying! You’re facing to a long journey untill your death comes. Try to do less bad and more good.

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