I don't know what I feel. I don't know how to feel. His smile, his laugh, I can't stop it popping in my mind. God, I think I'm in love! Ugh, I hate feeling this. I'm an amateur lover! I used at driving people away. But I know, I wont give him a space. I wanna be forever at his side. To see all his smiles and laughs. To fall in love with him. To smell his scent. God, please help me. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to handle this feeling. I'm suffering! I might be in love madly. God, please, please, please, hold him next to me. Please, God, I'm begging you.
"If you drink from the River Nile water once, one day you will come back to Egypt". Really. A saying from Egyptian told me that. I literally waiting for that time happens to me. Oh God I really really really want to live in Egypt. Cause I left my eyes in Alexandria, left my tongue in Shawerma, and left my heart in Egypt :P :D :)
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