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I'm such an ass-hole. Ffffffff. When will I be better????
Why can't I stop make people upset? Why can't I control my self? Why can't I get better?
GGGOOODD, HELP ME!
Forgive me, God. Forgive me, people I've annoyed.
God, put this darkness out of my soul. I can't stand keep making people mad so that I can regret what I've done.

I wanna be better.
I should be better.
I will be better.

COME ON! I can control my self to be better. I can!!!

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